-- Phoukong K. Soumpholphakdy Maryland,USA soump@dc.net kyao@geocities.com http://www.geocities.com/Athens/4913/index.html http://www.laomart.com/ by geocities.com (8.9.1/8.9.1) with ESMTP id OAA25102 for ; Sat, 3 Oct 1998 14:37:30 -0700 (PDT) Received: from rmx05.globecomm.net (rmx05.globecomm.net [206.253.130.43]) by cobra.hardlink.com (A.B.C/8.8.7) with ESMTP id RAA29945 for ; Sat, 3 Oct 1998 17:31:20 -0400 (EDT) Received: from smv05.globecomm.net by rmx05.globecomm.net (8.9.1/8.8.0) with SMTP id RAA20866 ; Sat, 3 Oct 1998 17:28:33 -0400 (EDT) Received: from osf1.gmu.edu (osf1.gmu.edu [129.174.1.13]) by smv05.globecomm.net (8.9.1a/8.9.0) with ESMTP id RAA00379 for ; Sat, 3 Oct 1998 17:28:43 -0400 (EDT) Received: from localhost (aboutah@localhost) by osf1.gmu.edu (8.8.8/8.8.8) with SMTP id RAA06188 for ; Sat, 3 Oct 1998 17:28:46 -0400 (EDT) Date: Sat, 3 Oct 1998 17:28:46 -0400 (EDT) From: Anola Boutah Reply-To: Anola Boutah To: SatJaDham@WriteMe.com Subject: My Beloved Message-ID: MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: TEXT/PLAIN; charset=US-ASCII Sabaidee all, Following is my posting for October 5, 1998. Thank you and enjoy. Nola:) ------------------------------------------ My Beloved You were jubilant when I was in mom's tummy You reared me with such comfort and caress You gave me your best care above all You loved me unconditionally, perpetually. I was blessed to be born into you I knew you struggled but you never showed your fear I was safe and secure when I was with you I could never ask for a better care. You showed me you immensely care my dear You embraced and held on to me tight when I took my first step You worked day and night in order to feed me You gave me all your love and strength freely and gracefully. But why must our lives changed? Did I do something terribly wrong from my past life to deserve this cruelness? Was it Karma that controlled me? How could this gruesomeness has happened to me? Suddenly you were gone... I vividly remembered that darkest day when I was told that you have passed away I was appalled on that day beyond words could express I knew life would never be the same without you Oh how life can be so grisly I questioned myself. Ten years has steadily gone by but fond memories forever remain... I am seeking, struggling,and surviving in this new home of mine I am growing, learning, and maturing each day I am becoming more and more like you as people tell me I am on my way, but I am not on my own. I know you are watching somewhere above the sky I know your entire spirit is with me always I know well you won't let anything happen to me I know you are here, but I just cannot see. I want you to know genuinely I think of you preciously I cherish your guiding light earnestly I treasure your presence eternally. Above all... I am more than grateful to be nurtured by you I am more than proud to have your name I am more than thankful to have your mentality I am more than honor to have your blood. I sense you daily, dearly, deeply. I miss you daily, dearly, deeply.