Sabaydii, Satjadham is turning 4 today: April 11th 1999. Happy Birthday to SJD! As a person who is with SJD from the beginning, I have seen its ups and downs. I realize that it is hard to make it up all the time. Still, if we can make this forum a learning experience. I mean creating a new kind of literature that Quon Lao can relate to. So far, our works are okay. In the future, I would like to see more of a short story type. I think by this way the message will have a better chance to reach our audience’s heart. I, myself, kind of hesitate to create characters and plots for the short story since I have lived in the U.S. Then I realize that life very much imitates art and art is nothing but life in its reflection. Let me tell you a story: Over 17 years ago, I wrote a lot namely short stories. I am surprised now about how I could come up with so many things to write at such a young age. Yes, at that time, what I had was only an itch to write but no life experience to back my story up. 17 years later, I might have some life experience but no imagination left. As a result, my works tend to be dry. In my opinion, you need both to produce a good piece literature worthy of the name. Still, if you have an itch to write, it will be much more better than a dry piece full of facts but no life. As most of you are still in the young age, it should be natural to have an itch to write, why not do it? With time, there must be one that will stand out. Then there is one aspect of life that I just realize: Satja or truth is neither this or that but how you get the message across. If you are stuck with the means of conveying message, you are mistaken the form for the essence. Bear in mind that Muang Lao was formerly known as the land of poetry. If Lao people didn’t have a way with words, nobody is going to give us that flattering name. I don’t think that the poetry in us is dying out with our generation. Just take a plunge, my brothers and sisters! Lastly, why literature? It is said that history only records the macro events, barely touching the lives of ordinary people. For philosophy, it is about the mind, the abstract so there is only literature left that goes beneath and beyond the surface of things and events. To me, literature talks about the daily struggles, the grand hope and innermost wishes of people. In our case, it records the path our ancestors has treaded, their suffering, their wisdom and their wishes to see us continue the path of the proud Lao worthy of the name “the one that bows to no one” and “that it had been on the earth before the word “Thai” even existed”. As literature outlives us, there is no other vehicle that transmits our struggles and wishes more than a good piece of it. Just think if there is no Sang Sin Xai, no Mahosot, no Phoun Wiang, no San Lub Bo Soun, and etc… , we will know nothing of the past and learn nothing of our ancestors’ struggles and wishes. If it is like this, it is like a tree being uprooted. Without a past, how could one go on? Which way to go? What tradition to follow? Do you know the first thing the non Lao knows us is through our literature? At the same token, the best way to destroy us is to rid us of our literature. That is precisely the thing the Siamese did and is doing to us. Maha Sila Vilavong said “Lao and Thai culture are very similar so it is very dangerous if the Thai can have an upper hand the way they do now. Left as it is (one way flow from the Thai side to the Lao), sooner or later, we will become uprooted. Taken Maha Sila Vilavong as a challenge, it is our turn to pass what our ancestors transmit to us to those who are to come so that Lao will always be Lao. Hakphaang, Kongkeo Saycocie